(appeared as a middle in the Deccan Herald dated 9/11/2015)
I am a not an award winning author, neither the Pulitzer, nor
the Akademi, unlike many of my friends,
but I wish I had an award to return. I would have done it quietly, without a
press conference, without much ado, not because I didn’t want it, not because I
wanted to protest, but because it was taking up too much place in my house.
I've had to shift house due to inflation catching up with my
meager royalties and move into a 2 bedded flat, selling my three bedded one, bought partially with the help of that award.
The award had come my way for my book "Tolerance of intolerance",
written many eons ago it seems, but very relevant today, I found, for my fellow
writers, their film making and scientist friends, are returning their awards
too, and that too en masse... but for different reasons. They have come to believe.
today, while I believed then. Today, it does not matter a whit, as I
struggle to buy dal and meat, any meat, to fulfill my nutritionist’s protein rich diet, and pay tax, income service
and other indirect taxes, on my meager income.
Sadly the man I once revered for his articulation, and his
ability to describe an issue any which
way, and the one responsible for my current between Poverty lines plight, called, not me
in particular, but people of my ilk, 'rabid anti ruling party elements' and my
giving up the award - a 'manufactured rebellion' - akin to the Sepoy mutiny of
2015.
This pained me no end, as I've never voted in my life, for I
always wanted to remain sane,(yet I'm now referred to as rabid) and gave up the
award only because there was no place else to put it - the display case was gone as was the mantel
in my previous rather spacious flat.
It was the Prime minister who called upon us to ‘Make in
India’ and when we did they called it a manufactured rebellion, as though the
word ‘manufacture’ was bad… Oh! Maybe it is, in certain cases, because, it
slipped my mind, they derive a lot of money from Services. But there is a new concept that is taking
root… spontaneous manufacture!
But even a ‘rebellion’ if it has to be manufactured,
requires raw material of intolerance and suppression, and supply side economics
is currently at work.
That takes me back to my book 'Tolerance of intolerance'.
How do you tolerate those who do not tolerate you? What if that intolerance interferes in your
daily life, in your food habits, in your ability to earn a living etc? You
protest, and when your protest is rubbished and suppressed, you tolerate the
intolerance.
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